Madness...

All I can say is: Another Frickin' Day in Paradise!!

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 18:17:55 GMT

Honestly! Do people really have to act like 2 year old children when something doesn't go exactly how they planned? That really kind of sums up the kind of day I have had at work. Ah well...

I feel okay today although I'm pretty positive that I am PMSing and that's always such a pain. I hate being irritable, especially when I start the day off in a great mood. But I digress...

Something good, something good...

I plan on cleaning this weekend! Oh, wait a minute. Most people may not think that that is a good thing, but trust me, when you live with me and Greg you'll understand. I really like cleaning too! It makes me feel like I have accomplished something with my day. Also I think that me and Greg and some friends are getting together for some beer, pizza and fireworks on Saturday. Wicked good times! I am actually looking forward to going back to school in the fall. Scary huh?

Hehehe...

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 21:13:22 GMT

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"Size matters not. Judge me by my size, do you?"

What's Your Star Wars Pickup Line?

Cool

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 21:05:23 GMT

You Were Actually Born Under:

You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.
You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!

You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

What Year Were You Born Under?

Who?

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 19:58:39 GMT

Oh how long it has been since I have updated. Almost a year according to the stats...

Things have been good. Same job. Same Greg. Same me. We have been living together for about 8 months (?) roughly now. Got another pay raise at work. Good times. Sorry if I seem apathetic. I'm not. Just mellow...it was a long day at work...

I hope that everyone has been doing well!

Nice

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 15:14:11 GMT

Your Love Style Is...
Caring!

You seem to have it all worked out. You are emotional strong, warm and know how to love. More importantly you think with both your head and your heart allowing you to handle all romantic situations calmly. How did you get this smart!!

What is your Love Style? Find out at DatingTips.ws

Surely not me!

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 15:06:37 GMT

My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

Long time no see!

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 13:32:12 GMT

Wow! It has been such a long time since I have updated my livejournal! So much has happened to me since then.

1. Greg and I are still doing great! He has even insinuated that I could be getting "something shiny" soon! (Keep your fingers crossed for me!)
2. My Mom called me the other day and she is getting me lots of goodies for mine and Greg's new apartment!(Toaster, microwave, little stuff).
3. I got promoted to manager at work (which gives me a little bit more flexibility with my schedule), and more money!
4. School is still running smoothly. I started my new year on a good foot! I still feel like I am a little behind, but I'll catch up. I'm taking a couple psych classes and some art history.
5. My car is now officially mine! I made my last car payment yesterday!!!!

So needless to say, things have been going my way so far in the last few weeks! I feel very blessed right now. But I also am sort of waiting for the fall you know? I tend to expect the worst after things have been going great for so long. Winning streaks just aren't usually in my immediate future all the time. Maybe I should just get used to it?

Mmmmm....bathing.....

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 20:50:57 GMT

So So busy today! Need...stress-RELIEF!!!!!!AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Maybe tommorrow will be less stressful. I am going to go take a nice hot bath today!

Rolling around on the floor laughing!!

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 19:57:38 GMT

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	238

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Same shit different day

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 20:39:09 GMT

Wow, it's been a long time since I updated! But really, nobody has missed very much. Greg and I are still together; happily! My ex and my ex-bestfriend are still a bunch of bitches, but that's nothing new, AND they haven't been bothering me lately (knock on wood!).

Work is the same. My life is pretty much the same. But sometimes...that's what I need. No drama. No major life changes. Just peace and quiet and the same ol' routine. Makes me smile!

Mr Rogers Neighborhood

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 20:24:09 GMT

I forgot how much the little things in life mean. I miss watching Mr. Roger's Neighborhood. Yeah, I know that might SOUND lame, but it was a big part of my childhood. Along with G.I. Joes and Thundercats, Gem and barbies.

I miss the simplicity of childhood. You had a set routine and that's how things were. You could count on that. And now that I am older, I miss the routine, but don't have enough discipline to create a routine for myself.

I have however tried my damnest to not be such a fucking procrastinator! And I seem to be winning that battle. Yeah!

Ho-hum! And all that jazz!

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 12:21:28 GMT

I hate being so tempermental!!!!

GRRRRRRR!!!!!!

I like this one...

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 12:09:14 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	everlasting

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Do I really need one?

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 13:15:22 GMT

I feel so out of place. I know it has been a while since I updated, but that is because I have been busy, and I have been sick, and I miss Greg.

He had to go to a family reunion in Pennsylvania somewhere. I miss him terribly! He has all but moved in though. So I know I will see him when he gets back. Which should be later today!

I feel unworthy of my own life. Does anyone else ever feel like that? Of course they do. But when I do, it feels like I am the only one in the whole world that feels this way.

Mayeb later today I will go to the park and breathe in the frsh air and enjoy what little nature comprises what they call a park.

Rollercoaster ride!

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 14:47:00 GMT

That is what this whole weekend has felt like. For example:

1. I find out that my "best-friend" has been lying to me about stupid shit that I have no reason to care about.

2. Then Greg calls and my day is brighter because i am going to go to dinner with him later.

3. Then my mother calls and bitches at me for not calling her. The phone works both ways, damnit! Don't just call me to bitch!

4. Then I get to go out with Greg and things are great again!

5. Then I see my ex while we were out, and he has the nerve to talk to me and insult me in front of Greg! (So Greg punched him. Yay Greg!)

6. Then we went back to his house and I put some ice on his hand, and we fell asleep watching Bed of Roses. (I love a guy who can watch romance movies without flinching!)
So I am exhausted today emotionally and physically.
But perhaps today will be a great day! One can only hope!

Wow!

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 19:01:43 GMT

I had the best time at work this morning! Greg and I opened again. He was feeling really playful today! Not that I'm complaining! *wink*

We have been doing really well. I am kind of scared though. I don't want to be hurt again. Greg is so sweet and nice, and romantic,, and funny, and mysterious, and intelligent! He is everything I have ever wanted in a man, and a whole lot more. But I am waiting for the catch. I am praying that there is none. I guess I will find out.

We are supposed to go out with him for dinner tonight. He said that he had something special planned. I am excited! He told me to dress up a little. I wonder what he is up to?

Very mysterious...

Happy!

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 18:30:23 GMT

Greg's all better now. I found that out in so many wonderfully sinful ways last night...

Ahem! Anyway...we went to see a movie (not at the mall which has a big 16 screen multiplex in it!) He took me to Boston via train. It was alot cooler than driving in a car, and alot less stressful! And maybe a little romantic...We went to see Rocky Horror Picture Show, because I had never seen it. WELL I HAVE NOW!

It was interesting to say the least and titilating at best! I have always liked Tim Curry as an actor, and this was definitely one of his more memorable performances! And there were people in the audience who stood up and threw toast and were dressed up in lingere! I had a blast! It was one of those old, old theaters off Newbury St. Wickedly classic!

I never knew Greg liked stuff like this! It makes him exciting and mysterious! Everytime I turn around he surprises me! I love that about him. The more I get to know him, the more I want to be around him. Is it love? I dare not hope!

More weirdness...

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 16:19:20 GMT

I had starnge dreams again last night. It's probably more accurate to say fucked-up-what-the-hell-did-I-eat-before-I-went-to-bed dreams. I saw guys with fake angel wings flying around, and they were initiating some other guys into their little club.Then I was in a house talking to the hottest man I have ever seen, and trying to put the moves on him. It didn't work though.

I miss Greg! I haven't seen him in a few days now. He has been sick with a stomach virus. Maybe I will take him some chicken soup later! *grins with naughty intent*

This is cool

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 14:47:07 GMT

B	Brilliant
L	Light
O	Outrageous
O	Orderly
D	Desperate
A	Ambivalent
N	New
G	Graceful
E	Entertaining
L	Lovable
W	Wonderful
I	Inspirational
N	Naughty
G	Goofy
S	Sensual

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Weird!

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 14:10:29 GMT

Well, this has been one weird weekend. I didn't have to work first of all! It was so nice to finally have a break from it all. And I didn't have anything to do. So Greg called me and we went out.

We ended up in Boston at Jillian's. We played in the gameroom, and drank a little bit. (Mmm...vodka!) Then he wanted to go for a walk in the park. So we did. It was really romantic...We talked about everything, and yet nothing at all. We sat on a bench for a minute, and he put his arm around me. He leaned over and said, "You look really beautiful tonight."

I looked at him and almost laughed until I saw that he was serious! I think I mumbled 'thanks', and that's about all I got out, because then he kissed me!

And it was one of those really sweet long kisses, that you really don't want to end. When we stood up to walk back to the car, my knees were weak, so he kept his arm around me.

I feel light headed writing right now just thinking about it! I hope that we can do something again tonight. I would like to go swimming! I love to swim, and I would like to see how sexy Greg looks in swim trunks!

*sigh*

oddly correct

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 20:41:55 GMT

Theme songs of your life by eponine
your name?
love song:	im glad - jennifer lopez
depressing song:	never is a promise - fiona apple
party song:	senorita - justin timberlake
what-the-hell-ever song:	paint it black - the rolling stones
your life	white flag - dido

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Blah

Fri, 28 May 2004 15:55:08 GMT

Today is just kind of blah. I don't have to be at work until 4pm today. I had some really messed up dreams last night. Some guy with dark hair that I was in some kind ofrelationship with. I don't know what it all means. I am a little down today. I think that I am going to take a nap.

Last night...

Tue, 25 May 2004 12:16:55 GMT

Last night was pretty f#$&ing wicked! Greg asked me out after work, and we went for pizza. It was a little corner place, so it was quiet, candlelight, and lots of atmosphere! We talked mostly about what we have in common and music. He's a lot more like me than I thought he was. I kind of always thought he was nerdy, and a little shallow. But now that I am getting to know him, he's actually kind of a deep thoughtful person. And when he's not wearing his glasses, he's really hot!

It's nice to not have to worry about things like I have. Now I have something (and someone) to focus on, other than my problems. I guess everything seems a little brighter when you have someone to share stuff with.

Weekend!

Mon, 24 May 2004 15:14:45 GMT

Well, this weekend sucked! My ex-boyfrined decided to make my life a living hell by spreading lies about me to all his friends! What a jerk! Like I didn't have enough to be worried about with work and school.

Work was better on Saturday. I had to open with Greg. He's an alright guy. He asked me if I wanted to go grab lunch, so we ate at the China Buffet. I really like chinese food, and he picked it out. (Props for Greg!) That was one in favor of him. Then he was kind of sensitive and asked what was wrong. So I poured my heart out to a guy I really don't know very well. I felt a little foolish afterwards, but a lot lighter without all that weight on my shoulders.

He just smiled ad asked, "Feel better?"
I just kind of blushed and nodded. He laughed and said "Good!" We had to go back to work then though. I kind of hope he asks me out sometime. That would be nice. It would also be nice to forget about dickhead for a while as well.

I slept the rest of the weekend away. Until Sunday. I went to eat with my family at a restaurant. I think it was a Perkin's. Anyway, gots to go. People to ring up when I get to work!

Hello all!

Fri, 21 May 2004 15:00:16 GMT

My friend Sherry turned me onto this livejournal.com thing. So I hope that you all like learning about me and my humdrum existence!

Well...I woke up this morning, and smoked my first cigarette of the day. Mmmmm...cigarette! Then I got dressed an went to work at the Mall. Not the most glamorous job in the world selling stuff at a record store, but hey, it pays the bills right? And I meet alot of interesting people.

I went home early today though (I opened) because my stomach was hurting a little. My asshole ex-boyfriend is trying to put me through the ringer, and its got my nerves all riled up. But such is life I suppose. I'll get him back later! Heheheheee! Too evil? Maybe not...